Huray~~~Today is the 5th year i step into this scl again....recall to last time i step in this scl,,is was..........TWO DAY AGO....haha....just not long ago larr...tat day i was goin there for my text book....i had seen so many fz tat i counldn't c during scl holiday...i was so happy...
But today, i really went for the scl by uniform..
(of cus larr..who went to scl today didn wear uniform d..then i shall tell the ppl ' ni you zhong lor'..haha...).....................
The last time i wear was about one and a half month ago..
As usual, v had a assembly in the morning...
v sang the song tat long time din sang
and heard wat the principle nag again...
qiute good lar....long time didn hear liao ma...haha...
he said many in front of us,but i think most of the student were not listening,
of cus larr....wat things will b more interested than the advanture of their fz when standing at such a boring assembly...
But,
ours mood oso no so good oso..
bcus some of our fz need to leave st2 leh....
But today, i really went for the scl by uniform..
(of cus larr..who went to scl today didn wear uniform d..then i shall tell the ppl ' ni you zhong lor'..haha...).....................
The last time i wear was about one and a half month ago..
As usual, v had a assembly in the morning...
v sang the song tat long time din sang
and heard wat the principle nag again...
qiute good lar....long time didn hear liao ma...haha...
he said many in front of us,but i think most of the student were not listening,
of cus larr....wat things will b more interested than the advanture of their fz when standing at such a boring assembly...
But,
ours mood oso no so good oso..
bcus some of our fz need to leave st2 leh....
some will go st1 and some will go to st3....
i so miss them...can they dun go...
now v cant stand together to form st2 gang liao...
Haiz......
after assembly,v go back to our own class 1st,5st2..
v have to cherich the last time spent in this class..
v will miss u all d..
expecially all the bad thing v do to teacher( not count as bad larr..haha)
the niose v made
the funny things v laugh
all this thing now only can recall back in our mind...
Ok.....
Next,i totally hate this moment
they leave..
haiz....
and i saw small yun cry liao..
i not sure y she cry oso...
mayb just complicated..
then another moment i hate,
the sitting place..
OMG,
i hate this every year...since i dunnoe when...
tat is all bcus of
I M NOT GOOD POPULARITY
so i dunnoe who i sure sit wit...
i refuse to think during the holiday, bcus i tot tat is a bad thing to me..
every year i hv to suffer is kind of sad.haiz....
when this time arrived,
my pessimism had all cum out..i felt so terrible...
my mood had all gone..
i dunnoe how....just wait only..then at hte last, i told myself
'nvm, i ady get used to it'..
so i just let it b..
then only i can do was just sat and listent to the fate...
Finally...the result had cum out..
i sit wit mr engine...
haha...of cus tat's not his name..
u noe y i m sit wit him,bcus
i rather sit wit some i i know but sit wit the 1 i dunnoe...
i m not saying tat 1 i dunnoe is not good larr...i think he is good...
but just too quiet..
u cant just put a quiet person bside a quiet ppl like me..
the atmosphere will cool till -40'c leh..
can i suffer the coolness like tat??...
totally not larr..haha..
On the other side,
i ask myself,is mr engine happy to sit wit me or just no wan wan to sit wit him so he just chin cai larr...better than no..
and my answer is, yes i think..
bcus v had a quite bad experient 2 or 3 year ago...
v used to same class during my form 1 to 3..
and i noe our relationship was not good..(actually was everyone at tat class)
and i had suffer until i meet this class,4st2..my beloved class^^
So tat is the reason i will think like tat...mayb his thought wasn't like wat i think..but honestly i felt like tat..
just c in the future...c how he to get used to this class,and then join to the gang...he mayb will change sit i think..haha....wat a bad minded i had..^^
i noe how terrible to the ppl sat to me...and i sry to those who suffer from me..haha..
at here, i would like to say sorry to whom talk to me but recived a cool respone,
i wasn't dislike u, i just dunnoe how to respone,i m poor of tat..
wat i can do is just smile...
i dun mind u all just making fun of me(if not too much)
wash and sour me...
i just only acting angry but not really angry..
if not i will just smile,
all bcus i dunnoe how to respone..
(god, can u teach me?)
i m scare...
i really do....
i scare i will bcum my past
when the ppl all ostracize me....
i scare if i doing a wrong respone that will make me fall to the past like tat...
i dunwan to walk back..
i m afraid...
so i now doin the best thing...
dun talk much...
there is a lot of wrong when i talk much..
i try my best to avoid it..
hope i won't be wrong again...
and i have to say again
i like to hear ppl talking to me
haha....
and i found tat when i talk,
there is no attractive
no one like to hear wat i m saying
and i dun mind too...as long they still willing talking to me...
Whtever now..
by the way...
y there r so many homeworks on the 1st day..
dame bu shang o...
haha...
no choice
i m now form 5..
spm soon..
haiz....
GAMBATTE LOR~~~
BY: dennis
above was my thought
pls dun mind when u feel mind
now v cant stand together to form st2 gang liao...
Haiz......
after assembly,v go back to our own class 1st,5st2..
v have to cherich the last time spent in this class..
v will miss u all d..
expecially all the bad thing v do to teacher( not count as bad larr..haha)
the niose v made
the funny things v laugh
all this thing now only can recall back in our mind...
Ok.....
Next,i totally hate this moment
they leave..
haiz....
and i saw small yun cry liao..
i not sure y she cry oso...
mayb just complicated..
then another moment i hate,
the sitting place..
OMG,
i hate this every year...since i dunnoe when...
tat is all bcus of
I M NOT GOOD POPULARITY
so i dunnoe who i sure sit wit...
i refuse to think during the holiday, bcus i tot tat is a bad thing to me..
every year i hv to suffer is kind of sad.haiz....
when this time arrived,
my pessimism had all cum out..i felt so terrible...
my mood had all gone..
i dunnoe how....just wait only..then at hte last, i told myself
'nvm, i ady get used to it'..
so i just let it b..
then only i can do was just sat and listent to the fate...
Finally...the result had cum out..
i sit wit mr engine...
haha...of cus tat's not his name..
u noe y i m sit wit him,bcus
i rather sit wit some i i know but sit wit the 1 i dunnoe...
i m not saying tat 1 i dunnoe is not good larr...i think he is good...
but just too quiet..
u cant just put a quiet person bside a quiet ppl like me..
the atmosphere will cool till -40'c leh..
can i suffer the coolness like tat??...
totally not larr..haha..
On the other side,
i ask myself,is mr engine happy to sit wit me or just no wan wan to sit wit him so he just chin cai larr...better than no..
and my answer is, yes i think..
bcus v had a quite bad experient 2 or 3 year ago...
v used to same class during my form 1 to 3..
and i noe our relationship was not good..(actually was everyone at tat class)
and i had suffer until i meet this class,4st2..my beloved class^^
So tat is the reason i will think like tat...mayb his thought wasn't like wat i think..but honestly i felt like tat..
just c in the future...c how he to get used to this class,and then join to the gang...he mayb will change sit i think..haha....wat a bad minded i had..^^
i noe how terrible to the ppl sat to me...and i sry to those who suffer from me..haha..
at here, i would like to say sorry to whom talk to me but recived a cool respone,
i wasn't dislike u, i just dunnoe how to respone,i m poor of tat..
wat i can do is just smile...
i dun mind u all just making fun of me(if not too much)
wash and sour me...
i just only acting angry but not really angry..
if not i will just smile,
all bcus i dunnoe how to respone..
(god, can u teach me?)
i m scare...
i really do....
i scare i will bcum my past
when the ppl all ostracize me....
i scare if i doing a wrong respone that will make me fall to the past like tat...
i dunwan to walk back..
i m afraid...
so i now doin the best thing...
dun talk much...
there is a lot of wrong when i talk much..
i try my best to avoid it..
hope i won't be wrong again...
and i have to say again
i like to hear ppl talking to me
haha....
and i found tat when i talk,
there is no attractive
no one like to hear wat i m saying
and i dun mind too...as long they still willing talking to me...
Whtever now..
by the way...
y there r so many homeworks on the 1st day..
dame bu shang o...
haha...
no choice
i m now form 5..
spm soon..
haiz....
GAMBATTE LOR~~~
BY: dennis
above was my thought
pls dun mind when u feel mind
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